Attention

Hey ppl ! Lol.. u guys must b wondering where hav I been.. Went MIA for so long.. I'm back now..hehe.. n i came back wif a new blog ! here is my new blog. so guys replace my old blog wif the new 1 ya ! 
xoxo

Buried in bored

I'm bored

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I'm Bored
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I'm BORED
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I'M bored
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I'M BORED
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Till the MAX

Am so gonna miss u guys much...

Take care..

n keep in touch T.T

U guys are the best out of the best

I'm currently facing problem uploading photos into blogspot. =_______________=

But it will not stop me from updating my post ><

We'll. let's talk about my birthday. What I can say is I had a wonderful birthday.

The BEST birthday EVER I meant !

I was really touched by all the stuff my college friends did, especially Nikki, Mia n Levan.

Let's start from Thursday. It was April Fool's day. Nikki asked me to wait for her call in the middle of night to discuss about Darren's birthday. Initially I thought it was a April Fool's trick, mana tau, she sounded serious, so I said ok.

Unfortunately, I fall asleep while I was waiting for her call. Sharp 12a.m, my friends started to call n wish. Nikki was the 3rd caller. She told me she was outside my hs, I thought she was just bullshitting, but it was real. She n Levan was standing in front of my gate !!! N both of them were holding a muffin which is made by LEVAN !

I was stunned at that moment. Touched of coz. None of my friend did this before. I was really touched.

The next day, my birthday.

Nikki lied to me that she lost her black diary n she wanted me to accompany her to cafeteria to check out. After everything, we headed back to the class.

It was all dark and a door was locked. When I entered, cake was ready. I cried after seeing all these. I'm really really touched till now.

That was touched number 2.

After that, they showed me a slide. Is all about me !!! That was touched number 3 !!!

Slide was prepared by MIA !! good job my fren !

Nikki passed me a Huge Birthday Card. Photos are pasted all over the black board. I can see the hard work of doing it.

And I can say it's not easy to make this card. Thx to NIKKI !

And all of them bought me a Acoustic Pluck-in guitar !!!

Oh my god.. I was TOUCHED by them !

Totally touched touched touched !!

Nikki and Mia was the planner. I really love u guys. U guys are the best !!! of coz not forgetting

my sugar babe LEVANRAJ and my pretty boy DARREN !! U guys are the best too ><

xoxo

Far

The washburn guitars

The fender's

I'm curently in love with fender's guitar and the washburn electric guitar.. They are awesomely designed and they are gd quality guitars. I can only own a Yamaha guitar for now, but don't u worry Fender !! I'll get u 1 day !! If I can't get Fender, Washburn, u'll b mine ><

It has been 2 weeks since my last post.
I'm extremely busy with projects and assignments.
Stress is a word that always appear in my dictionary.
So, how do I released stress all these while ??
I admit, normally I'll cry and play guitar when I'm stress.
But I find cry is useless.
I found a much better/random way to release stress recently.
When I'm stress, I googled.
What I googled???
Funny photos =______________=

Stress kills brain cells

The perfect no-stress environment is the grave. When we change our perception we gain control. The stress becomes a challenge, not a threat. When we commit to action, to actually doing something rather than feeling trapped by events, the stress in our life becomes manageable

Bisous..My friend

It's tough for me to accept the decision you made at the very beginning. You chose to leave instead of staying. I have no rights to stop you but to wash my face with tears most of the time.
After sometime, I tried to be cool, tried to be ok, tried to smile n laugh all the time.
But things are not easy.
I took a very long time to cure everything, and now I'm cured.
The date of you leaving is getting nearer and nearer.
I'm back to the emo side of me.
I'm back to the time when you first told me you're leaving.
The pain, the sadness, those unforgettable fights and those happy moments we had together started to pop up again in my mind.
I can feel as though there's some1 stabbing my heart with a knife everyday.
I have no one to talk to.
I have no one having the same feeling as me.
I have no one to understand what am I feeling rite now.
and I'm wondering how long will it take again to be cured.
I'm in pain.
A major pain.



Take care.
N
All the best.
MY FRIEND

90210

"Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels." - Anonymous

No longer the same

It has been a month since my last post. College started, full of assignments and projects.
I had a great time in college till I neglected my blog.
I love my college friends. I really love u guys, but do u noe wat I feel when you hurt me?
If you're not my close friend, I wouldn't even have wasted my tears because of you shouting at me, if i dun treat you as my close friend, I wouldn't even wanna ask you to do a favour for me, because I noe there's no such word as 'calculative' in friendship, if you're not my close friend, I wont even bother to waste my time organizing something 4 you.
I dun mind if you dun noe that I put a lot of effort in doing something 4 you, I dun mind if you talk to me in a sarcastic way, I dun mind if you make fun of me, but why you did something that I hate a lot to me???
I hate it when you scream and shout at me, I hate it when you just dun care about wat I said, and I hate it when you dun realize your mistakes and you continue doing the silly thing.
You've changed to another person just because you got new friends. Our friendship are even longer than them, but you rather stand on their side but not mine. I'm truly hurt.
But wat else can I say, it's your freedom to have your own gang, to have new friends.
But plz, dun get influence by them.
And start to feel who's gd to you and who's not.
Start to see who's sincere to you and who's not.
Open your eyes and look around.

I'm back to college !! Wohoo !!
I dun even noe y am I so excited. Weirdo~~~



Hav a nice day ppl ! XD

Yawn

Yawn
is a reflex of simultaneous inhalation of air and stretching of the ear drums, followed by exhalation of breath.
N do u noe dat yawn is contagious ?!
Y am I talking about this ?
Lol
No reason, is just sharing info.
I yawn a lot. In class, when I hang out wif my frens, when I was watching tv, in the toilet n etc.
I yawned the most when I'm in class. Emira knows about it. N she's the one who told me that yawn is contagious ! We had experiment on it, n it's true..haha (lame rite ? that's us ><)
The main reason I post this is to tell u guys I'm really really BORED !
I'm actually YAWNING while I'm typing from the 1st word till the last word. Lol
Frankly speaking, this is the worst holiday I've ever had.
Even though I did hang out wif few of my frens, but I'm not satisfied ! sorry to say this girls T.T
My 'new' new year's resolution is I hope that my parents will not b as strict as b4. >< (some ppl will noe y)

HAV A GREAT WEEKEND PPL !! ^^


Signing off

A new chapter will begin soon !

2010

Today is the -30th of Dec 2009-
2 more days to go to reach a brand new year-2010
Yipee !! XD

Many things happened in 2009.

• I went National Service-Get to know a bunch of new friends there. They're all great friends !! Miss them a lot a lot T.T
  
• I entered college 'Metropolitan College'-Met new friends too. College life is really not wat I expected. it's really out of my expectation.
  
• I was grounded for the 1st time =___=''-Coz I disobeyed my parents.lol
  
• Something really really bad happened- dun ask me wat, trying to forget about it.
  

Many many things happened. N mostly are sad things. lol

Well, everyone of us will surely have a new year's resolution.
Mine are quite common :

1) To have my own car.
2) Spend more time with friends and family.
3) Fit in fitness. XD
4) Be more humor. =__=''
5) Get rid of past sad story.
6) * Enjoy life more !!

I really can't wait to meet my college frens !! Miss u guys ^^ especially Nikki n Mia...xoxo
N people out there, ATTENTION !!
I'm about to apologize to those people that I did something wrong to.
I'm really really sorry if I've done anything wrong without me knowing.
I apologize.. Sincerely.
N thank you for those who care about me a lot, who helped me a lot, n those who spend time hanging around wif me. TQ. Plz keep all these action, coz I need it for the following year..wahahahah.. =)
Last but not least, TQ n Sorry people !! (include my parents)
Have an AWESOME NEW YEAR !!!

p.s : I realize this is the longest post in my blog.. Gd job April !! ^^

How I spend my time during holiday

I admit, this holiday is the worst holiday I've ever had. Lol
1stly, i was not allowed to go out too many days in a month ! but i went out twice n end up was GROUNDED ! How sad. (This shows how strict my parents are)
2ndly, my holiday is all just about eat, sleep, exercise, facebook-ing, n blogging.
3rdly, besides than the things that I did above, my sisters n I played Mahjung. =___= N the worst part, we played from morning till noon, rest awhile den continue from noon till evening. Another LOL
Frankly speaking, I reali reali reali reali reali hope that Sem 3 starts now. As in now ! This moment ! Grrrr
I rather spend my time in college than at home by doin ntg..



p.s : 1 more week to go ! XD


Hav a nice day ppl ! ^^
Signing off

A need

I need a car.
I NEED a car.
For the first time I need a car so badly !
I need a car so that I can hang out wif my friends without my parents fetching in n out.
If possible, daddy, buy me a Cooper !! kaka ><
If no, any car will do dad.. T.T
I just need a car !!



p.s : I'm trying my best to get a transport (car) ..lol.. so dun b mad at me Nikki n Mia !!! ><
Miss u guys so so much..xoxo

Christmas Party

Guess this day is my happiest day ever since my holiday started..Lol
For the 1st time I hang out wif my 'Baha'i' friends till so late ( 2.30A.M)
Had 2 'Giant' crabs as supper n few 'Yoga' prawns. ( My dad was the chef of the day XD )

Anyway, wish u guys MERRY CHRISTMAS again ! =___='' I noe it's over..

Have a nice weekend ppl ! ^^

Promisess

Promises are very important.
Once you promise to do something, you must do it.
If you can't do it, why made promises ?

Where are those promises that you gave me ??
Disappeared ?
Forgotten ?

p.s : can't wait for 4th Jan... XD

2010

I got my latest 2010 Starbucks Planner !! Wohoo..
Thx to Mr. Choo ( the person who gave me this ><)

p.s : still feeling sad n disappointed *emo-ing*

I'll try my best again

Got my results today. I was kinda disappointed about it.
But I can't blame myself too, bcoz I did my best.

A new chapter of my life will begin soon. My instinct told me sem 3 will not b as easy as now. T.T
Things will b more difficult.
Problems will b more n more.
Most of us will choose to giv up on those probs.
Why giv up ?
U wont get anything if u giv up.
But if u try to solve it, you'll at least get something.
Lol. I noe I'm bullshitting.
Coz I'm still sad n disappointed !!(I lied-I wasn't disappointed, I'm still disappointed =___=)
I feel happy for all my frens that got high distinction in most of their sub, I feel sad for those who fail, but frens who failed, dun giv up !!
(I'm giving lecture again.LOL)

Hav a wonderful weekends ppl ! XD

Sick

I'm sick..I'm reali sick..